Moving on...

Subway Peeves...

It's not that I don't like using MTA, in fact, most of the time I prefer it over riding in a car. I've always enjoyed watching people going through their daily morning routine. However, there has not been one freaking time I haven't been annoyed at the people who I happen to encounter EVERY SINGLE fracking MORNING. So what really grinds my gears:

• When people crowd the freaking entrances of the subway and do NOT freaking MOVE IN. There have been several times where I cannot freaking fit inside the subway car because lazy lard*sses just go in and stand there and there's this HUGE space in the middle. Why the flip do people not move in!?  Will someone PLEASE explain this to me?
• How about when people stand in the way of you trying to get out? I mean sometimes I get stuck in the middle of a wave of people trying to get out, but at least I try to push myself in so that I'm not blocking the way. Or I even step outside the car so people can get out. Do not stand there like a useless lump on a log or else I will take you out.
• It'll be freaking 8 o'clock in the morning and I will have already been violated by some disgusting man's eyes alone. IT IS TOO EARLY IN THE MORNING to have to deal with that crap! Apparently, though, nothing stops the average grimy man from eye-raping you according to my guy friends. Damn it.
• When you're sitting down and there's this little space in between you and another person, why do people think they can fit? If I CANNOT FIT, YOU probably cannot fit unless you are a small child. I once had this RUDE ass lady just wave her hand in order for me and this woman to move and wedged her annoying, rude ass in between ours. Needless to say, I was quite squished.

*sigh* It is too early in the morning for people to make me extremely livid.  

By the way, if you plan to see The Last Kiss, don't. [Tony] and I thought it was extremely stupid. There were so many loose ends and it felt extremely rushed. Not to mention the story line was kinda unbelievable. *shakes head* What a freaking disappointing movie.

Hair Woes:

In other news, I went to get a trim and asked the lady to cut 1.5 inches off and 3-4 inches later, I was very . I think this lady had a personal vendetta against people with long hair cause she had short hair and told me how she had been trying to grow it out and then hacked off 3 inches of mine. Then she told me I should perm it straight cause I look "prettier." Never have I valued my crazy wavy hair more. Why would I want to look like every other asian girl with stick straight hair (NO OFFENSE)? I love my non-typical naturally wavy hair. -_- She was quite an insulting woman. NEVER AGAIN am I going to let a woman salonist cut my hair.

The end.

10 Things...

1)List Ten things you want to say to people but know you never will tell.
2)Don't say who they are.
3)Disable comments.
4)Never discuss it again.

1) I resent that you treated me the same way you treated other girls, because I am not like many girls. Sure, you'll always be my favorite mistake, but that's all you'll ever be -  a mistake. I walked away with a bruised ego, but you walked away from the chance to be with someone who was willing to give her all. So you keep playing your games and go on with your conquests. You may always have quantity, but I can say, I will always have QUALITY.

2) You deserve what you get because you are nothing but a pathetic social climber. You are so blind to the fact that you may know a lot of people, but that doesn't mean that they necessarily like you. I also find you hellishly ugly because of your disgusting personality and disregard for other people's feelings. No wonder you hang out with those people, because trash attracts more trash. You are trash. Keep climbing, because I'm going to enjoy kicking you down.

3) I will always always dislike you. Stop trying to suck up the ones I love because I know your game plan. Stop trying to be cute because you are old and you were never cute so it's extremely creepy. I don't give a rat's a** about you. You ruin everything you touch so leave my loved ones alone! 

4) You remind me of my really hot gay friend. Only you're less hot. It also kinda creeps me out because of the fact that you look alike and kind of have the same mannerisms, so I wonder about your sexuality. Though, I'd rather date my really hot gay friend if he became straight than ever date you. :X

5) I wish I knew more about you. Sometimes I feel like I don't know you at all and that really, really hurts. I love you and will be there for you, I just wish I could know more about you. Let.me.in!

6) I get really scared that your love may be conditional.  That is why I get scared of going against you or doing something that you would disapprove of. I know you're proud of me and I know you do love me. I just wonder sometimes, will you stop loving me one day? I don't think I could live with myself if that happened.

7) The PDA is a little awkward, not gonna lie. I'm happy for you two, really, really happy...but it's sometimes very uncomfortable being around you when you are all lovey dovey.  I end up feeling like a disregarded third wheel.

8)  I can't stand you. I hate that I have to work with you because you keep dumping sh*t and giving me sh*t. If it were my crap, I woulda taken it already. Just fracking leave the work there. Just because the office printer is on my desk DOES NOT MEAN THE PAPERS ARE MINE. It's very irritating when you SHOVE it in my face!! Your breath also ALWAYS smells and you stand too close to me. Get away from me. I don't want to work on any project with you. I. DON'T. LIKE. YOU.

9) Even though you are more mature than most people your age, you can still be very closed-minded. Not everyone is going to do things your way just because you see it fit. Stop getting so angry and worked up over things, unfortunately, sometimes you have to just accept the way things are.

10) I find you sooo cute. Although you don't know I'm alive. I'm pretty sure that if I pook guy'd, you'd just step on my head. It's very infuriating - cause you don't notice me. D'oh!!

I don't get it.

Why in the world do people wear sunglasses inside the subway? We're underground and there isn't that much light underneath. It makes no sense to me. Just like people who wear them in clubs. Isn't it dark enough already!? Yeesh.

Now that it is officially the summer session in CCNY, my work hours have changed from 9-5 to 8:00 to 5:30, with no work on Fridays. Let me tell you, getting up at 6 AM to get to work on time, is not fun. Yay for 3 day weekends, but booo for getting up at 6.

You know what sucks? I have to come into work on July 3rd.  I seriously need a new job.

I want to cook so bad!

Xanga in the summer is so slow.

Since I've been back, I, Eva Liu, have not gone to one party yet. I went to a bar/lounge once. Who wants to go play?!  Restaurant Week falls on my birthday, what a great present!!

Edit: So...my first paycheck, CUNY mailed my check to CALIFORNIA when I was in NEW YORK. So I've gotten my second, and about to get my third. My first paycheck got remailed. TO CALIFORNIA again. *sigh*

Ugh. You make me sick.

What is up with dirty men trying to pick up women on the trains? Today, I encounted this disgusting man who kept trying to talk to me and pick me up by saying "HEY CHINA. I'M GONNA TAKE YOU OUT! LET ME TAKE YOU OUT. CHINA!" Good grief, even though I'm pretty sure he was mentally unstable, that's just so disgusting. And of course, he's sitting right in front of me, falling all over the seats trying to look at me from different angles when the train halts just before it reaches the station that where I have to transfer. D'oh!!

What makes you think that would work!? Are men that daft to believe that cheesy pick-up lines, hollering, and whistling would really work on a girl? Freaking insulting.

On the other hand, I remember why I have so many guy friends now - because girls create drama. And I don't want no drama, no no no no drama. Not to mention they're great at protecting me from grimy men.

9 to 5 jobs are tiring.

I want to go away. Someone take me away please.